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kelso defranco
says; i'm not like everyone else.
12 March 2010 @ 12:49 am
Whether you've chosen to have children or live child-free, how and when did you (or will you) reach this decision? If you're in a relationship, did you (or will you) decide separately or together? Submitted By |
I decided early on that I didn't want children thanks to my older sister telling me [at the age of three, her older obviously] exactly, in vivid detail, where babies come from. I ran, screaming, into my mum's room and cried and told her what she told me. That stuff doesn't really bother me anymore, but I really hate children.
So far, I've taken care of a lot of people, the last thing I want to do is take care of something that could end up regretting life or me as their mum.
And I've gotten into this discussion with my fiance repeatedly about the choice to have or not to have children [although i told him that i'd willingly have a child with him] and he said, "Children cost money. Money that I'd rather be spending on us so that we can do what we want, when we want. Plus, why bring a child into this economy, better yet this world the way that it currently is?"
If we change our minds, we're going to adopt. Because why have a child when we can give one who doesn't have a home and love, the exact thing they've been looking for?
love drunk07 March 2010 @ 01:16 pm
Copy and paste in a comment here with your answers, and re-post the questionnaire in your own journal.
( it's insanely hot in here, oh wait, that's just me )
( it's insanely hot in here, oh wait, that's just me )
Current Location: Soon To Be Home.
Current Mood: 
jizzed in my pants face.
jizzed in my pants face.Current Music: Werewolf Factory.
01 March 2010 @ 10:45 pm
Aha!
( seriously, aha! )
As a possible downer, I might be having ear surgery sometime this month or the next, depending on how things go tomorrow. [and not plastic surgery, tubes put into my ears so i can hear again] I love waking up every morning not hearing half of the worldly noises in my house. [not]
( seriously, aha! )
As a possible downer, I might be having ear surgery sometime this month or the next, depending on how things go tomorrow. [and not plastic surgery, tubes put into my ears so i can hear again] I love waking up every morning not hearing half of the worldly noises in my house. [not]
Current Location: Not home. T_T
Current Mood: 
soft spoken.
soft spoken.Current Music: The Diary of Jane [acoustic] > Breaking Benjamin.
01 March 2010 @ 10:07 pm
My favorite sandwich consists of tuna, buttermilk bread, and two secret ingredients, which I'm not allowed to discuss because it's my dad's recipe and he doesn't want people to know about it. And it is good! The best tuna sandwich ever made. [and i've had a lot of different tuna sandwiches] And I can make it myself, prefer it that way but dad makes it really tasty. [i think that's what i'll have for dinner, actually]
accomplished27 February 2010 @ 08:15 pm
I kind of expect to be a pretty decent photographer who lives in the beautiful Seattle, Washington. That's just where I see myself ten years from now. If not that, on tour with my husband, wherever that may be. ^^
Current Location: Not home. T_T
Current Mood: 
emotionally beat up.
emotionally beat up.Current Music: Sinner > Drowning Pool.
24 February 2010 @ 01:21 am
God, what a bust. And you know, while I'm on top of it [oh ho!] fuck's sake for being a woman.
( what the fuck did i do? )
Oh well, to bed I go to be awake in five hours and thirty five minutes. =/
( what the fuck did i do? )
Oh well, to bed I go to be awake in five hours and thirty five minutes. =/
Current Location: Not home. T_T
Current Mood: 
so tired.
so tired.Current Music: Breaking The Habit > Linkin Park.
23 February 2010 @ 12:42 am
Which some people have accepted and others haven't, but I'm pro-choice, and thanks to Shane, I found that out earlier. Otherwise I would of still been struggling on the discussion of abortion and what not. While I don't think it's great, ultimately it is the mother's choice. [not to get into a discussion about killing unborn fetuses]
( moving along to topics that hopefully won't depress or anger )
As a final note; Fuck, I hate period cramps!
( moving along to topics that hopefully won't depress or anger )
As a final note; Fuck, I hate period cramps!
impressed21 February 2010 @ 11:35 pm
When you wake up, what's the first thing you think about? What's the last thing you think about before you fall asleep? Are they the same? Submitted By |
Oddly enough, the first thing I tend to think about is, "Wow, I have to pee." I get really thirsty at about one in the morning, so I drink a lot of whatever is around the house that doesn't taste icky, and then I hop into bed and go to sleep.
I'm usually, as of late, thinking about William, whispering to him that I love him and goodnight, even though it's only his energy here with me, before I go to bed. I'm massively looking forward to falling asleep beside him every night and waking up to see his beautifully sleep ridden face. By then, I'll be thinking about him for both things.
But that's not mainly what I think about before I go to sleep. Often the majority of my life does a kind of rerun marathon through my head, and I think about the things that I could of changed or couldn't have changed no matter what I did. After the guilt fest, I generally go on to thinking of "happier things" like what I want to eat when I wake up so that I don't have to stand in the kitchen for thirty minutes going around in circles ... Or how awesome certain things could be later if things go according to hopes.
Then I put my iPods' earbuds in and I listen to music, so lyrics go through my mind a lot. I then think of pitch changes that could go really well with it, or if the song would be a great duet between myself and someone close to me. Perhaps my little sister, but a hopeful William still bounces in my head.
So yeah, that's what goes through my mind. But really, that's all the time.
pleased21 February 2010 @ 02:45 am
It's utterly heart breaking to talk to Will about a subject I know is never going to happen. I don't know why I set myself up for it, but somehow I manage to want to have a child with him, and then we discuss it and I see again why it's not really a good idea.
( more of that inside )
Also, if I'm not arguing with one person, I'm often arguing with another. Do I get a break, do people believe me and stick with my honesty? No. But what can you do?
May have mentioned it before, may not have, but the earring in my right ear lobe did not stick. It's fucked, I'm not touching the little wanker again. It's pissing me off way too much anyways.
( more of that inside )
Also, if I'm not arguing with one person, I'm often arguing with another. Do I get a break, do people believe me and stick with my honesty? No. But what can you do?
May have mentioned it before, may not have, but the earring in my right ear lobe did not stick. It's fucked, I'm not touching the little wanker again. It's pissing me off way too much anyways.
Current Location: Not home. T_T
Current Mood: weirdly happy?
weirdly happy?Current Music: Patron Tequila > Paradiso Girls ft Lil Jon.
21 February 2010 @ 02:39 am
I wish I had the strength to do that. Unfortunately, I really do lack the healthy stability in "friendships" and often crave miscommunication because it's the only thing that goes right. Some of the time, anyways.
And I have hardly any self-esteem to begin with, they just scratch at it now because they know there isn't much left of it.
20 February 2010 @ 06:50 pm
If you were given two weeks off with an unlimited supply of money that was only good for those two weeks (anything you purchased, invested, or saved would disappear when the two weeks were up), what would you do? Submitted By |
Considering the stuff in the parenthesis, I wouldn't do anything. Why buy something, or invest, or save it into something when I know it's going to go away? It wouldn't be worth it for me.
19 February 2010 @ 01:33 am
Like Jon would greet me via text. Don't you just love technology?
( i'd hide you in my pocket if you weren't so damn cute to show around )
( i'd hide you in my pocket if you weren't so damn cute to show around )
Current Location: Not home.
Current Mood: 
thoughtless.
thoughtless.Current Music: Carry Out > Timbaland ft. Justin Timberlake.
14 February 2010 @ 12:24 pm
[i got that from fayth. <3!]
( give it to you 'til your screaming my name )
So today I'm going to be spending some time with William, unfortunately his present still isn't here. Mum and I are unsure if UPS actually makes deliveries on Sunday. If it does, then I'll ask my mum to bring it over to Chris', it if doesn't -thanks to Fayth's smartness- I'll give it to him on our five monthiversary. =]
Hopefully Mara is ready, I'm kind of tired of waiting on her. By like a lot. [and oh my god, you have no idea how soft i am right now] xD
( give it to you 'til your screaming my name )
So today I'm going to be spending some time with William, unfortunately his present still isn't here. Mum and I are unsure if UPS actually makes deliveries on Sunday. If it does, then I'll ask my mum to bring it over to Chris', it if doesn't -thanks to Fayth's smartness- I'll give it to him on our five monthiversary. =]
Hopefully Mara is ready, I'm kind of tired of waiting on her. By like a lot. [and oh my god, you have no idea how soft i am right now] xD
Current Location: Soon To Be Home.
Current Mood: 
loved
lovedCurrent Music: For Your Entertainment > Adam Lambert.
13 February 2010 @ 04:20 pm
Current Mood: 
crushed
crushedCurrent Music: Does Anybody Even Notice? Does Anybody Even Care?
12 February 2010 @ 09:07 pm
Only all the time. I really don't like hanging out with people unless I know for a fact that I'm going to have fun. And I didn't really make up a lot of excuses to avoid a social obligation. Unless pretending I was asleep counts as an excuse. [i'm really good at that]
12 February 2010 @ 09:00 pm
aggravated10 February 2010 @ 01:50 am
So little time. Actually, I have a few hours that I can spare to write this out. I'd really like to just sit here and dissect all of these beautiful thoughts.
( red hot meaning of life )
Did you know I was going to frame my very first pair of converse when they officially died on me? Well, now you do.
( red hot meaning of life )
Did you know I was going to frame my very first pair of converse when they officially died on me? Well, now you do.
Current Location: Not home.
Current Mood: 
wow, i can get sexual too.
wow, i can get sexual too.Current Music: Meaning Of Life > Disturbed.
09 February 2010 @ 03:07 pm
Current Location: Lala Land.
Current Mood: 
rejuvenated
rejuvenatedCurrent Music: Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of The War Drums > A Perfect Circle.
09 February 2010 @ 02:39 pm
How has your education prepared you for your current or intended career? Do you wish you had taken a different path academically? Would you consider transferring or going back to school? Submitted By |
( she said baby, let's go )
Usher is such a cutie. ^^
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